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-death cab
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-fun-with master K
and of course my love bunny <3
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[16 Oct 2005|04:46pm] |
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sometimes when it hurts real bad i just sit and stare
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| direct sunlight : watered regularly : things should grow |
[17 May 2005|08:45pm] |
keeping things alive...keeping us alive
seems so hard when things are wrong
but i need this and so do u and we are so good
i want this
and i want you
so let this grow
no more stomping things to the ground
we should be able to help this blossom
<3
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| open your eyes set them on the rising moon |
[25 Apr 2005|02:04pm] |
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can you grasp this...
you can't escape this...
you need this just as much as you want it...
take a deep breath and feel alive
tonight just might be your night
sweet words repeated over and over fuck fuck fuck
those words always sound so sweet
i can tell what feels good and what feels better with each intensity of the word
i say them too...hold it right there...mr.
we only part to do what we do best
we only part because we know what tomorrow night is
we only part physically but our memories still linger in ourselves
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| morning stories |
[20 Apr 2005|10:30pm] |
we shake when were coming close to departing
content in each other with belief of something more
i would hold you all night if not for the constant lights
braking through the windshield shattering our perception
still i feel your eyes on me and mine stealing glances
we prolong the goodbye
say goodnight a 100 times
kiss softly
and i watch you leave a wave a smile a kiss blow yards into my yard
where i stand alittle while after you leave
smoke a cigarette wonder if this will stay
or disappear as if youre the smoke exhaled from my lips
pushed out of my throat and savor the taste on my tongue til morning
1134 to late to die to early to live
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| not the owner, again |
[17 Apr 2005|01:11pm] |
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as you held my face and said those three words that everyone says and i could tell you were reading my eyes for signs of it.
i constant pulled my lips into my mouth, wetting them, swallowed over and over, telling you everything through what felt like starch in my throat.
it was finally the truth, it was finally everything, contradictory or not. i wanted to lay it out, unfold it like the flaps of a worm out letter, like the ones we both have from each other.
you said it over and over, i can't count the times, but it would never be enough. maybe we're not capable of filling each other to the brim, even when we promised our lives to each other.
so now i have these words and melodies to console. empty walls and mirrors. i almost wanted to tell you not to say it, not to speak. i always loved it better when we spoke with our eyes.
-646
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| tonight last night |
[03 Jan 2005|02:27am] |
yah so things got turned upside down but then a car ride to a second home makes everything turn out fine
i love you i love you i truly do...comfort and bite marks...hahaha and that fart tonight was out of control nerd
goodnight my opie bear
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| i feel like hell |
[27 Aug 2004|12:55am] |
rheanna you really fucking hurt me tonight
i didnt mean to exclude myself i no it was my fault to
but you fucking broke me in half tonight
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[13 Aug 2004|08:31pm] |
street lights
lights
dark
heart
hand
run walk
help me
leave me
tell me what you want
its alright
long hair no hair
rainy
pouring
sunny shiny your hair is gorgeous
your touch is ...
not able to tell in words alone
crawl in bed with me when you come home
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[30 Jul 2004|12:02pm] |
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well in a feww minutes ill be on my way to the funeral and i dont really want to go ts going to hurt so bad to see what i force myself not to belive
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[25 Jul 2004|08:11pm] |
my grandma passed away today
and i went swimming
and i got gushers
and fuck this sucks all the swimming and all the gushers cant make me as happy as my grandma did
thanks to all my friends that help me through shit like this
xoxoxoxopiexoxoxoxox
ps you said they laid out lots of coke
<3 empire earth still rocks my world
rheanna i miss you oh so much rite now get off work and eAT ALL THESE GUSHERS WITH ME 1134
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[25 Jul 2004|02:05am] |
well today i woke up and painted and ate mcdonalds with rheanna and then came home and watched her play empire earth for awhile then i went swimming then i went to the fair with rheanna geno and lauren and i won a puppy named falcoe for my love then we went on the farris wheel and me and rheanna went to the creep show ride and then took pictures then taco bell then home then kiss goodnight then writing on lj then i dunno probaly sleep
wes wore jeans today what the fuckkkkkkkk
i want so badly to believe that there is love and it is real
to rheanna
you r great just wonderful
you make me fucking more then content with life
can i buy you a ring pop
or sell you my shoes
i stoled you super glue
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| if you die then id die too |
[10 Jul 2004|07:34pm] |
well lately ive been spending alot of time at rheannas and me and lauren have been chilling alot to shes my favorite sister and yes i heart the girl who wakes me up in the morning and kisses me before i go to sleep its weird i can see her every day and not get bored just have tons of fun and tons of kisses okay well i should go din din almost ready
xoxoxoox
opie<3
i was always killing myself but it was the bystander who died
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[08 Jul 2004|10:30pm] |
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go away lj robbers im gay i love the cock okayy so stay away <3 1134
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[07 Jul 2004|10:16am] |
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the coast seems clear, broad. the current moves at an expanding rate and the wind mixed with salt won't sting when you push your eyelids together. the corrosion underneath my steady path shows the firm truth of change. before great art, what was there to mimick...charliatan or not, we all mock and the taste of the current fills my mouth with every step to the brink of a beginning. i trace my fingertips over the waters edge, watch buyoancy swap words with the dawn. coast line to coast line i find you searching, spread your hands atop the every moving grains and never a rock to find. never a light to guide. you are in every molecule of the ocean's cryptic makeup. you are what they would call a never was, a could have been, you move too much, though the underneath is clear like ice. frozen below and shifting atop you are eternally.
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[19 Jun 2004|06:41pm] |
at(cute motha fucka in the world) rheannas house and no ones here shes at work and i cleaned her room , today we went to the beach and i got new shoes last two days ive been drunk and now im just tried so goodnight i love you
1134 breathe me in tonight
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[17 Jun 2004|09:44pm] |
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i love
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[17 Jun 2004|08:46pm] |
the nights over and goodbyes are unwelcome i miss the feel of your skin against mine
i miss the taste of your lips the smell of your hair and the shaking of your unconusisous body i miss you and i miss sleep in time will see whats to come of this to see whats to be live in my dreams for ever and give me someting to wake up for
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[16 Jun 2004|06:53pm] |
cramped backseats are the best well party at wesssssss and im gfoing to get so fucking drunk
satan was here
satan was real to me
satan said he was god
oxoxoxoxo<3
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